The dark force

I can't recall since when this place is full with dark forces. My EQ has dropped to the lowest point in my life for the pass few months.

I'm turning 36 this year, I know it will be a fluctuate year for me. All I ask is please make me strong to go through all these.

I would like to tell you my stories but I think I just keep it for some time first. Sometime it is very difficult to explain your thought and principle to someone else, and it is harder for people to understand it and accept it.

I have tried my best to do what I can do and what I should do, although I may not be right all the time.

The never die spirit will knock down the dark force, a hard one.